Dead End

Sometimes, I feel a strange anger and helplessness.

I need to know if the property deed I have with me is the original. If what I have is the original, then where is the certified copy? Where to procure it from?
The only person who could answer will be silent forever.

I distinctly remember my husband mentioning that the car warranty had to be renewed.
When my father spoke to the dealers, they said that could not be done.
How to verify? No way.....

The credit card bank keeps calling me asking me to pay his dues though I have already cleared out the dues and surrendered the card to the bank atleast 8 months back.

The life insurance company is yet to pay the sum assured on one of his policies, let alone the accident benefit.

The widow is perceived as vulnerable by the society in general. And though I am very nearly or even more of a man than my husband ever was, I sometimes crack under the combined pressure.